How I See and Perceive Indian Movie “Ankhon Dekhi"

When a person gets to know the reality of life, and to investigate about the deeper meaning of his existence, and about life then some soul jerking, and unusual things happen which are quite obvious. This is what we have seen as being most relevant with the main character or protagonist “Babu Bhai”, in this Bollywood’s parallel art cinema world under discussion.

That's great to see that the film is a very low budget but intellectually very impactful movie, with different layers about the philosophy of human life, and how our perceptions are variant with each single human being.

A Lower Middle Class aged man decides one fine day that he will believe on what he sees, and with his own experiences. He no longer wants to follow the clichéd thoughts and ideas that are inculcated in every normal person like us. So, he is not sure about faith, the meaning of life, and wants to see, hear, touch and experience everything taught to him like a normal and a social norm. Here we can relate his mindset with a paradigm shift as if he has inhaled the theory of “René Descartes”, who started the theory of putting doubts in all set beliefs, ideas, faith, set of knowledge and even in matter. His famous “Cartesian Doubt Theory” divided the philosophers and thinkers into two main groups for long.

The writer and director ‘Rajat Sharma” of “Ankkhon Dekhi” seems to be under that greati nfluence of Descartes theory. If we look at the life of “Babu Bhai”, and ordinary person with limited set of knowledge, education, survival job, and a household in a less privileged area, normally called lower middle class in the eastern or Indian society. He might have had great desires to be rich, famous, handsome and to travel across the world. That’s why his journey of truth started from his office, a Travel Agency. When he started telling his official clients that he is not sure about how much time different flights will take for different destinations, he doesn't know about the weathers and other details. When his boss asked about his travel history, then he was quite ashamed, reluctant, or embarrassed. That’s an expression of low self-esteem, and not being so confident to tell any truth about himself.

He wants to experience the roar of a tiger or about how quick money can come in a way by gambling. Actually, he is actually living same of his most desired wishes, and it happenedt hat he could spend and earn better. He was better able to arrange his daughter’s wedding in a more societal win-win manner, or having last travel to hill station with his always brooding wife. He started seeing goodness and beauty in others, and it means that he had an age-oldi nferiority complex about looks and social status, as he selects his future son-in-law on theb asis of that guy’s reluctant and submissive nature. Not only that, but he praised the office boy and the gambling world don, and there is a material benefit behind it.

Furthermore, he left the job so easily, as he assumed that his family’s financial cycle, wouldnot be disturbed as his younger brother is doing a better job, and his son is mature enoughto earn proper bread and butter. What if the situation could not have been that way? Isn’t it is ironic to see his truth and silence being subject to his ease and escape. He was so desperate to know that his younger brother had arranged a different residence, and the disappointment was more of a financial as well as moral support. Gambling, a crime is goodfor him and his son as its an easy way of finding a better financial cycle. He is good to neighbors, and to society about Truth, and vocal for it. But he couldn’t go to congratulate or

meet his younger brother on having a better home unless there is a dire social need to have

bride’s uncle at the wedding. It all proves that he is still conscious, and fearful of social norms, and how his daughter’s in laws will question him. His silence and a younger boy’s continuous talking about life, and questioning the pre-determined notions, is a duality. Because whatever the boy said about pain, merging truth from another perspective, about combination, reality, and purity is all truth. But he has to stop it.

Now the climax of the whole movie is his leap into the open skies from a high hill, do you think it is his wishful desire to end up his monotonous life? He represents all those people who are so frustrated in this modern era, and are bound with typical duties that everyone expects from a sane person. He wants an escape, and a need to end up seeing as if death is peaceful, and if there is some reality beyond this physical existence. Here he is seen as a person who can’t face bitter realities and burdens of life anymore, and thinks about ending up his life, not for the sake of investigative truth. But a final escape that many people canempathize in this cutthroat world of competitions, luxuries, comforts, earnings, and comparisons....!!

Life is a Hard Test and How to Stay Positive in Difficult Times is an Art...!!

Peace, Perceptions and Life

Well, folks! You cannot disagree with the reality that life is a whole load of tests and trials. For some, it is quite an easy road and for others a very hard battle. But who can say that everything is perfect at every moment in his or her life? Nobody! I mean it when I say it with confidence and we have recently faced more than two years of coronavirus, vaccinations, deaths, social distancing, isolation, lockdowns, travel restrictions, unemployment, inflation, anxiety, fear, ailments of ourselves or our loved ones. I guess if it was 2019 and anybody could say he or she doesn't know what is the stress of isolation, trauma, and loss? Then it might be considered that they haven't faced the hard times….!! 

But the overhaul perceptions around the world have been entirely changed. When their masks and social distancing were made compulsory, and you fear every moment that you could catch that deadly COVID-19 Virus from anybody, and from the environment then the human psyche has entirely changed. So is the manipulation of the few over the masses has become a major issue. Each person in more than half of the world has faced these hard times, and the survivors can never forget what the hard times are and will tell stories of them to their children and grandchildren for sure. 

If we leave this coronavirus where it is lying, and then turn towards life then we can easily see that parenting is one of the most difficult tasks, and then getting an education, and searching for jobs, interviews, tests, and the whole job selection process demands lots of patience and confidence to stay cool and positive. Then to be intact with your job or business requires you to struggle to the best of your capabilities every day. Having a family and keeping their social, economic, emotional, and other requirements all intact and perfect is a big big job guy...!!

Staying and getting in love or romance is not that an easy job guys. It is not just dating and sending messages and chatting with your lover. It requires a base and then to bear the pain of losing someone in a relationship or either due to death or departure is a big trauma. Losing a favorite job, and a loss in business or examination is all that painful, and it requires lots of emotional guts to be ready to stand up, start the life journey, and fight against new odds in a way. But people in past times and in current times are not always in panic, anxiety, or depression. They accept the challenges of life with an optimistic approach, and then plan and deal with different situations. 

Having mastery and control over your emotions, and reactions to different happening in individual and collective life is all that matters. LIFE asks you to be a trained player and to behave with the strength of SOUL, at the times when the outer realities are looking against you. It is a time when you need to read motivational books, and blogs and work on your counseling to self-help yourself for having a real sector of love, life, and patience, and to cherish your real SUCCESS. Stay intact for more updates and insights. Thank you guys....!!

Success Parameters are Predefined in this Material World Regardless of Watching individual Virtues..?

Success and Material Approach

Success is a matter of subjective and objective, both at the same time as the human perceptions about it vary in different ages, classes, races, civilizations, and civilizations. One thing is for sure the clichéd society’s word "SUCCESS" is divided into two major categories. Personal gains versus socio-economic growth. The latter has overcome the human values, love, ethics, principles, virtues, and defined the integrity of a true and secure human being. Now the worldly measures define success on the parameters that are set by some people in every society. 

Success is there when you pass an examination with a good percentage or win a soccer match. The Olympics participants wish for success to get Gold Medals for their motherlands. Then find a good job, earn a good degree, and career path. Having a great living style, winning an election, reaching on top of a peak is also a success for those individuals, and individuals and society, on the whole, cherish it. The same is the case of a movie's success, and then winning Oscars, Golden Globe, Emmy is a success for the artists and creative persons. 

Listening to the sounds of nature, and being able to walk on your own feet after a long ailment is a sigh of relief, gratefulness, and success. Losing weight or putting up desired muscles and physique is all there. But what is the philosophy of success? I tell you that it is all that great and embedded in the human genetic system. But the modern world of materialism has started to classify humans based on their bank accounts, luxury bungalows, private jets, luxury cars, fame, fortune, power, and their overall status in the entire society. 

Bowing to the material gains that for me are somehow personal achievements but luck and Divine Ruling are all there. So, successful people in terms of modern dictionaries need to be more humble and grateful. But we see arrogance and an attitude infamous people like singers, film stars, famous players, political figures, business tycoons, and it is simply strange. We have no time to admire and cherish small achievements that we or our loved ones make around us, every single day. It has cast a difference and a gap in human relationships. 

Once the people who had high morals, could gain respect and had great intellect were defined as the symbols of successful people. Now we see motivational speakers and writers who write books on how to gain more money, impress more people with confident talks, even those who are baseless. They are building an attitude of arrogance, redness, and pride among people. 

So, the parameter of success and the people who must be appreciated are long lost in the harsh battle of survival. Ironically. Post-pandemic days are no different as many thinkers and psychologists were of opinion that humans’ emotions, feelings, togetherness, and respect would become a top priority but unfortunately, we haven’t witnessed this Utopian change so far. Hope for the best in the future, and may the people realize the “New Normal” asks them to be different...!!

Love is a Chaos of One's Soul...!!

True Love and Modern Day Definition

Normally when people fall in love then they are actually trying to divert their attention to something new, exciting, charming, and a desire to have someone with who one can share all good and bad moments. Every lover thinks of his or her other partner that there is a constant listener, a way to catharsis, share, and care, and a way to fill in the physical attraction that may lead to liking or loving some other person. The crux of the whole situation is never known as to why people fall in love with those ones who have no blood relationship, no material gains, and who are facing their own hidden battles. 

Man is a Social Animal and described by one of the famous philosophers, and it proves right when we want to get out in the world in search of a person who loves us unconditionally. But do you really think there is any platonic love, and where there is no seen or hidden desire is not working? Some people accept the affection to cover up their loneliness, and others for the sake of having someone with whom they can spend their leisure time, chat frequently and have a fun time.

Here it is very important to point out that in these modern times, people are distracted or confused between love or a physical attraction. Many times, they love others for the sake of having a sexual desire being fulfilled, and they want to grab others for their carnal desires. They call it love, and then I have seen some people who are too vocal and confident over the issue that it is their personal choice, and having someone for a one-night stand or for a timely relationship is quite okay with them. It is really a matter of fact that you look for the best things, and that too for an instance. 

The time passes relationships never live for long, and there is no added value to them. It is really going to be a reason to look for the best reasons to find the true meaning. You can see very many factors, and the rest of the feelings are all there to keep on showcasing the true reasons. The emotional bond and the true feelings are the real crux of great love and the one that is longer lasting. One that does not hurt others, and violates the emotional reasons around with the good thing. Once and for all real love is an unsolved mystery of all ages and civilizations. But the modern-day has made it all that more complex with the use of smart gadgets, social media, instant reach out, and the tissue paper philosophy. That asks the humans to be used and then left out like a used tissue paper. 

Love is a Strange Tangle that Nobody has Truly Understood...!!

Love and True Meaning

When we talk about LOVE, and then there is a rush of emotions and bonds that come in our minds. With each relationship, there is a different feeling and away is quite different from expression in one way or other. Our love for our parents, and parents unconditional love with their offspring. The brother and sister love bonds, and that brotherly and sisterly love that is all sacred and incompletely said and thought about. Then the love of the married couple, husband and wife bond is so intense and life long.

The concept of normal love that is depicted in poetry, fiction, novels, movies, theatre, and poetry is all about a love between a young girl and a boy that has become a center of attention. So, the normal thought which arises with the word "love" is about the romantic bond that asks for twists and turns and the struggle to get your love interest into your life. Romance is part also was existent in ancient stories are is part of the folklore of every civilization, and we can see it was the "Helen of Troy" story that was told in the odysseys. 

So, love and romance were among human beings for time immemorial, and the desire to be loved and to belonged to by some other person was always there. Then there is a love of friendship for our country and for our leaders that sometimes correct us and distract us as well. The love for religion is a supreme point that has caused many people to be reformed, and at the same time, it had created hatred for believers of other religions if the religious leaders brainwash the young minds. So, the meaning of love is quite widespread but we see a piece of strong emotional baggage that is always there.

How we want to be happy with our buddies and feel the pain of others by getting in others' shoes is a love for humanity, and at the same time for the people whom we care. The emotional attachment can arise between teacher and student, friends, boss and employee, love of two people who are both in the same sort of pain. But what is the drawn line between real love and a desire to hold someone for yourself is a big question. love and lust are at many times intermingled as people who want to carry extramarital affairs are more for lust, and then the gay love in many cases is all the desire for that bodily desire to have someone whom one wants to have...

Love is closer in a desire of having a closer attachment, and strong emotion to share your loneliness, your inner soul, and some who want to know you from inside out. Not for the sake of satisfaction of carnal desires but a longer-lasting relationship where there is sharing and caring is more important. To love is to sacrifice and at the same time to find peace and safety in the presence of someone. A guy who is always there to have long talks, to chat, and to call when we want to have. That is something that true love offers in many shades. So, we can never define love in a single blog or in a single sitting, and it is a multilayered emotional subject that we will keep on addressing frequently..!!

Playing with Weak Emotions of Others is Also a Crime Against Humanity..!!

Emotional Exploitation is Against Humanity

I have seen in my life so many twists and turns, and with each new experience, I am better able to learn something new about human psychology. I am well aware of the fact that human feelings and emotions are one of the most vulnerable things in the world. Those people who claim themselves to have strong control over their nerves are seen shaken when there is something problematic happens with their loved ones. So, emotional intelligence or EIQ is now a more important determining factor than the age-old IQ result. The factors which contribute to the development of a human mind are very complex and vary from person to person. 

It is a digital world with gadgets and apps that connect people worldwide. But don't you think that the emotions and feelings are fading out. It is so common to write "I Love You" to anyone while chatting. But does it mean anything? In most cases, it does not. Actually, the gaps and distains in sharing and caring among the loved ones, within families, and a shortage of true friends is a universal crisis. So, the main purpose of most of the people who use online mediums and social media is to kill their time, and they end u to hurt others in many cases. 

Love and admiration are two tools that can melt the hearts like candles. So, it is a common strategy to try to understand what others are lacking in their lives, and most of the time if they feel alone and if ditched by a lover or a friend then it is so easy. To exploit this emotional space. When there is no meaning to saying Love You then don't say it. If you don't feel a friendly vibe for someone then don't assure it to others but be nice and compassionate instead. Especially after the outbreak of the COVID-19 pandemic, humanity is living in a very fragile state. The pressure and fear of losing loved ones, and loss their own lives has overshadowed all other goals. 

Now everyone tries to stay safe and secure and to spend time with the people who really mean something. At this time we all need to be truthful and follow our hearts but be conscious in telling others how we feel. As the emotional state of most of the people in affected areas is very sensitive. If you don't like or love someone then it is a humble request not to say it to that person. Here I can see many people who hate others and are not honest about their true feeling for others. 

Whether it is a deliberate effort or an unconscious state of expression varies with each individual. So, it is time to express our feeling for others as to how we feel, and don't let others be ruined with your words if you dislike them, or even when you don't feel any empathy or sympathy for them. Instead, just stay the way you are and let others move on with general friendship or social relationships. Isn't it a wise and more humanistic approach...??

Real Love Does Need Only Valentine Day to Showcase as How We Feel for Others..??

Real Love and Valentine Day

Love is an ambiance of life and this planet earth is surrounded and vibrated with the feeling of love. It was from the time Adam and Eve were in Paradise and then sent of Earth by God Almighty. It was the reason for the first human murder on this earth, and the feeling and emotion of love are not just subject to human beings but to every living creature whether they are animals, birds, plants, creeping species and it is in the air. The romance and attraction which you feel of different seasons, delights, luxuries, scenes and about your achievements. 

We as normal same human beings love others conditionally or unconditionally and the love of parents of their kids is unconditional and for a lifetime. The broth and sister love, for spouses, and the friendship, bonding, love for our nation, country, region, languages, food, culture, books, music, movies, games and much more is all around us. It is resonating in our souls with its full magnetic energy! So, we see that love is a far stretched on a greater framework than it is assumed and determined by the young generation who is al prone to movies, music, and romantic novels in this modern world. 

Romance is definitely a reality but not in every case. Sometimes we feel a strong urge to be with someone and to be loved and cared for by the person whom we love. It is a physical attraction for his or her facial beauty, bodily change, scholarly nature, or any other attribute. But at a later stage, we recognize or our experiences tell us that it was a timely crush or a desire to have someone, a tag that person with ourselves and it was never loved. It was the waste of time and a loss of self-esteem over which no one should ever compromise. 

I have heard and seen many cases where one partner is very much sincere in love and wants to go beyond boundaries for another one. But the latter person is just enjoying that supremacy that an altogether attention of someone can give. We see that many girls and boys fell in love with the wrong guys and face violence, physical and emotional abuses, and the other partner just abandoned them after filing his or her carnal desires. This is the main reason that true love needs expression but it is never ever subject to a single day. Our media and celebrities give ac wrong dimension with presenting their lovers, spouses, or anyone with red-colored balls, cakes, chocolates, and hugging or kissing on social media on 14th February, mans the Valentine Day. 

Actually, true love stays inside our souls and we want the beat and to serve our loved ones in different ways. True love is never exhibition in public but to a person for whom you have that special feeling. There is no need to put special messages, posts, stories on Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest, Tumblr, Snapchat, or WhatsApp. It is all showcased with your actions, words, the consolations, and compassion that you show off and on, and then it is subject to assure that every person, and at any moment in the whole year or every single day. So, the real love was and never will be subjected to be a shoutout on a single day mans Valentine's day on 14th February every year for sure. 

The New Normal Life after Pandemic Asks for Strong Behavioral Changes...!!

Life on Earth After COVID-19 Pandemic

Life has taken a total turnover after the arrival and widespread of the Covid-19 virus. We are living in a world where there are frequent variants of the same coronavirus, that keep on attacking our personal, social, cultural, financial, and psychological boundaries. The most important aspect of the current pandemic is that it has asked the world for new standards to be set as normal. Though many countries have given corona vaccination to their citizens that doesn't guarantee a Covid-19 free world. There are mutated versions of the same virus, and human beings have to live a restricted life. 

At such times of devastation and depression when there are often closures of markets, shopping malls, cinema houses, theatres, playgrounds, educational institutions. Now safe and normal journey with the same country or on an international tour has become more like a dream. The financial upheavals and the losses of jobs, salaries, whole breakdown of business infrastructure in many regions. Each individual needs to keep his or her nerves all strong. To me, the lifestyle is the world and in fact, the Earth requires us to live a life of a New Normal. 

Now human beings need to be much more compassionate to others, and the hatred and isolation must be over. Social distancing is already a need to safeguard one from getting infected by any other person. But the emotional distances must be cleared out now. We have to live in a world where there is more empathy and sympathy for ourselves as well as for others. There must be more care and time for our parents, spouses, brothers, and sisters as well as for kids. This pandemic has taught each human being one big lesson as to how important is to have a family and a very strong bonding with each other. 

When there is some infected person in any house then the other family members isolate but take care of him or her. Not the street people and the social connections come to pay visits, and to supply hot soups, fresh vegetables and prepare the nutritional food for you. It is how things work and it is actually in the genes of the humans that the mechanical race, and a way to fill in as much as possible material way things in our closets, banks, safes, and in our possession has come to an end. 

A person who is dying of a coronavirus severe attack causing pneumonia needs fresh oxygen, and the energy to inhale and exhale. It is a time that we should realize that these disasters and pandemics do not come without a Divine Purpose. It is an awakening call for every sane human being to stop all those differences, wars, crimes and to fear of one's own and close one's safety. It actually allows you to look for the best emotions to be expressed to your loved ones on time. To help others in difficult times, and to forget about old barriers, differences, revenge, hatred, seduction, rape, murder, robberies, corruption, lies, cheats, causing emotional and societal disturbances around us, and on a bigger spectrum in a world all around. 

Love is Not Subject to Feeling and True Emotions Anymore...!!

Love in the Present World

Yeah! When I say it then there is a real logic and a hidden identity of modern life. Bygone are the days when there were talks of Platonic Love in literature, and in reality. now, you can't think of loving any other person if you don't feel him or her with touch, words, and much more. That's what we see in modern cinema as a matter of fact as well. The way the norms of the world have changed over the last century. The First World War and the Second World War were the reason for social, economical, cultural, and psychological changes that were so drastic and out of anyone's control. 

The emotional upheaval that was the aftermath of not just the world wars but the whole 20th century is full of a history of wars among countries, regions, racism, genocide, massacres, and violence. The 21st century inherited the inventions and discoveries of the 20th century along with the emotional breakup. The family system is almost on a verge of collapse in Europe, North America, and other Russia for instance. Young kids and teenagers have to move out of their cozy homes, to earn their bread and butter or to pay the rentals and their educational expenses. 

So, Generation X, or the digital one where we have seen the emergence of smart devices, distant video callings, global outreach, and social media as a new giant has snatched the moments of happiness, togetherness, and love that was between people. We want others when we feel lonely, and cannot give our shoulders to others when they desperately want us. It has strangely injected a desire to feel that moment and the person with all his or her personification. The result is the temporary physical relationship or sex that is bound to diminish as it was a need, not a desire, and not fulfilled in a civilized manner. 

The animal instinct is here and the modern-day media, movies, music, and social media posts and engagements are leading to such lustful desires. To crave for the sole purpose of fulfillment of carnal desires, without a longing to love for a lifetime. We see unusual and unmatched relationships and the world of tattoos where people love to disfigure their beautifully formed body organs by a Divine Rule. When this intervention leads to a rebellion then nothing pure and good can be sprouted out. 

So, it is need of the hour and a resolution in post-pandemic days to form strong family bonds, refresh and relive moments with our blood relations. To reinforce our friendships and harmonize with nature. To put our efforts into nurturing beautiful and longer-lasting relationships. To discourage negativity, hatred, violence, and greed amongst us. 

When the human relationship is not based on lust and greed but on a pure basis of love, and a desire to let others feel better in their lives then this world can really become a heaven-like place. Yeah! it is a mortal world and we are all going to diminish one day but we can create a positive impact in our societies and the whole world that can be long remembered and followed upon by others.

Annie’s Immense Respect and Gratitude for Parizad is Her Deep Love for Him?

Parizaad and Annie Love Twist

Parizad had a second last episode on screen and it has again mesmerized the audiences. It is an exemplary drama serial showcased by Hum TV network, and that hadn’t lost the audience’s attention for even a single episode. Every episode leaves us in awe and wants to see further. From a viewer’s perspective, we are sad that such an interesting and inspiring dram serial is going to end. Though the magnificence of the lead character Parizaad (who considered himself the most insignificant person on the face of the earth) is going to go with extra miles. The last episode will be showcased in cinemas, unlike Khalilul Rehman Qamar’s blockbuster serial in January 2020. It won’t be as disappointing for the cinemagoers as that went out.  

Why I am having this wishful thinking is the fact that though we have seen Parizaad’s journey of life as a perfect example of ‘rags to riches”. But the earthly manner of his personality and the realistic element has never been compromised, and we see each of his conquers as a natural consequence of the life which luck has showered over him. So, we also see that his real personality has not changed, and what is most precious to him is pure love for him. A woman who can love him with his entire being, and not disown him due to his looks like Othello, or not due to his wealth and status. 

Annie, a character is played by a great actress named “Yumna Zaidi” is the first person who came into Parizaad aka Ahmad Ali Akbar life with no wants, no desires, no fake emotions. The most important thing is the fact that she is blind but she is in love with his heart and soul. It happened long before she met him due to the beautiful poetry that is her passion. She is a radio jockey and keeps on reciting her poetry and an unseen poet, and then a chance made her close to him and even able to make his statue. Annie loves his words, his deep emotions which are expressed in his poetry. At some point when he realized that he has started living her cute and innocent soul, and want her to be his better half. The confidence was raised as she is blind and he had it in his mind that she would never see his ugliness with open eyes. 

The twist in the tale arises when Annie’s cousin came from abroad named “Sharjeel”, and gave a piece of great news that Annie can get an eye transplant. For that time, the consequences are the same as he could get her as his old friend “Nasaaz”, also insinuated him to move forward and express. But the sudden claim of Sharjeel’s love for Annie shatters his dream of finding true love once again. It is so distressing and disturbing for him, and he even thought and actively tried to kill Sharjeel. But the gratitude and immense flow of love, and her admiring words made him realize at the right time to stop his personal guard “Akbar’ for doing the wrong and sinful act of killing the innocent. 

Later, we see the departure for the USA scene when Annia and Parizaad are all alone, and how she was overridden with emotions and tears. She was saying that she had never respected anyone in her life as she does to Parizaad. But it is a full-on confession of love, and if Parizaad would have overcome his born inferiority complex then he could easily express his true love for her. I am quite sure that she could never have refused. But from another angle, Annie has not shown the true emotion, and it could also happen that she would have said Yes to him out of gratitude, respect, and as a return of his favors. We see that Parizad never asks for a return of favors, and doesn’t even feel good to get appreciated or receiving of thanks from the people whom he has given so much. Like the presence and thankfulness of “Amjad”, who is a husband of “Naheed’, his first-ever love made him quite uncomfortable. 

Let’s wait for the last episode or the finale and it will prove as if Annie really loves Parizaad or it was just a crush and a love for his intellectual skills. At the same time, viewers are desperately waiting for where he is going to leave as per the promo of the last episode, and what if he takes himself so far away that Annie could find no way to express her true feelings and love. As she is continuously insisting him to be the first person when after surgery she would be able to see. She wants to see Parizad and only him as the first person. 

Isn’t it a shy way of expressing her deep love, and why Parizad is not picking up the vibes? Let’s wait for the last episode as many people are telling us on social media that Parizaad will suicide, and why he would do that. His loneliness is killing of course but would he wait for Annie’s final call to him or do it before. Why doesn’t deserve a normal love and a life of his own like every sane individual? If he dies then it would be more than a great Shakespearean tragedy and would be devastating and depress the audience for many days and weeks. Won’t it be a negative message for all those people who are facing inferiority complexes due to their looks, skin colors, race, impairments, status, and poverty?

2022 - A Desire and Wish to be Better Humans with Pandemic Free World

New Year 2022 - Pandemic and Human Psychology 

he past two years have taught us all as human beings to over think as if we are living a life worth living! What is the real meaning and purpose of this mortal life that can be over at any instant, with a catch of a microscopic virus, and one is all dead or can face a near death experience.

Covid-19 is not just a life threatening and contagious virus. But it is a warning sign for mankind as if we are living on a right path. If we are making a justifiable living on this planet. Can we be called the real Human beings? Yeah! It's a question that we need to ask to our souls. Have we fulfilled our duties of being a compassionate human or just living here like the selfish creation.

No, this reality check in the form of fearful pandemic must shake our souls, and it must make us the real humans. Ones, who live and let others live with peace, love, compassion, self-esteem, freedom, without any fear, to say hopeful and make others believe in hope and great destiny with our little but shiny acts of humanity. I feel that it's been two long years but human beings haven't learnt that Divine Lesson, which came with the pandemic.

To help others, show respect, to not to monger hate, wars, crimes, yo not to take away lives and honor of others for the sake of false egies and political agendas. We haven't even stuck closer to our faiths that we follow, to ask for individual and collective forgiveness by God Almighty

 The differences, hatred, crime rate has risen, and to feel the pain of others and of loss is still self-centric. Unfortunately, we haven't grown as a species or mankind, and have done nothing to stop others from doing wrong. This corona virus hasn't created a buzz in our hearts, minds and souls to feel the pain of others. To make this New Year 2022, to be not just free of the prevalent pandemic but of all hatred, injustices, crimes, differences. The corona virus has been mutated dozens of times, and here is the fifth strong wave in the whole world with the name "Omicron". But humans haven't been mutated yo be happy and let peace, freedom and happiness, being prevalent in the world as well.

Let's all work hard from now on in 2022 and years ahead, a d kerp on praying that we all learn a true lesson of forgiveness and of humanity before a big loss or disaster comes in the world like the ancient times....Stay blessed, compassionate and prosperous everyone...!! 

Being Optimistic and Staying Motivated is the Solution to Your Inward Peace..!!

Sometimes we feel so hollow inside that we cannot relate to anything joyous, and even the connection with others and getting their compassion and empathy becomes so difficult. It is really important to have some sort of catharsis or flow of emotions and feelings by everyone. I am not the one who claims to be the only person in the tyranny of existence. But, I am no more inclined to work on modifying my thoughts about life in this middle age. Life is a strange maze where you are puzzled and may get to your desired destination by luck, chance, or maybe with hard works. 

Optimism and Motivation

Others only try and they keep one thing alive and that is faith and hope. It is sufficient for one person to stay all that strong and optimistic. But, is it wrong if I say that I am a failure, a person with so many issues in my mind and personality that are hard to be resolved. I feel like having enough of what is called motivation, and a way to keep yourself calm down that best will come. It comes for many but we lose the chances of living and of survival without any guilts and regrets. Sometimes, it is the lost time, age and at other times falling in love with wrong things and with people who use you like tissue paper, and throw you out as like never before. 

Once, I thought that I can survive the odds only if I make my nerves strong. Do the NLP, meditate, go to a counselor and tell everything about myself. To ask that other guy to evaluate the flaws in my personality, and how to overcome those ones. Now there is a real reality as if you have money, fortune, fame then you get everybody's attention. You will be respected by your housemates, social and professional mates and by the whole society. Nobody will be bothered by how absurd you were and disrespectful you were with them. Only if you have power and money with definite confidence. It comes as a perk of being rich and famous. Yeah! It is too good to be true but it is a reality. 

I am not sad as all my current happening is due to my own fault, and the Divine Plans always change when you are sinful, indulged in filthy activities, and cannot resist the temptations of this mortal life. So, you have to pay the consequences and that's what I feel is happening to me. Being patient to look for the rewards of life, and then the urge to keep on looking for a better lifestyle, and then having a better life, and that too for a better reason to live. I will do that and will surely ask you to never lose hope and confidence and to live a better way of course.