Where Do I Stand...?

My Soul in Argument

Where do I Stand...?

On a brink of hopes and desires

or on a verge of a breakdown

Do I have a right to shatter 

or my soul can weep 

as a way towards mortal success

to get peace, integrity or solace

I am nowhere, as I am so tired

more 

Tired Soul...

Who wants to weep and 

creep

out of this worldly bond

of waiting for times

that 

will be mine

for times when 

I will be at peace with myself

When

I won't be looking for any escape

No no

Death is not all escape

that's another entanglement 

and I want to find peace before

finally having a farewell

prayer of...

of Rest in Peace....!!

Why Humans indulge Themselves into Disasters for Both World Knowingly...?

Human Nature and Right Path

Life is very unpredictable and so is human nature. This creature has always been in trouble whether it was a stone age or the modern day of the internet and skyscraper race. We as humans haven't changed as we always want to put ourselves into troublesome things that we can easily avoid. These daring steps sometimes lead to the top of Mount Everest or the most dangerous top means K2, to the invention of the bulb, electricity, microscopes, spaceships, websites, or to the advancements in vehicles and airplanes, and telescopes. 

what is important is that the human race has a psychological code for diversity, change and experiments. But the harmful ones affect us very badly, like the invention of the first bombs,, nuclear weapons, rockets, missiles, artificial viruses, and producing biological and chemical weapons that have the ability to destroy entire nations. 

There is another facet to the whole situation: humans are subject to distractions and sins. we accept the wrong paths by choice, and the evil deeds are even given some logical or self-portrayed reasons. Someone indulges in a bad habit, a crime, or a dangerous chemical task, and one who hurts himself or others forget that this is a mortal life. For how many years we can live here, and at the arrival of death we all have to face the Day of Judgment, be in heaven or hell, depending on our acts and deeds. 

Still, we keep on doing wrong to ourselves and to others. why do we do evil or bad deeds when Divine punishment is so clearly mentioned. Almost every religion teaches about the afterlife and the rewards and punishments of what we do. Then why can't we follow the straight path? Why we keep living with evil intentions, and can't try very hard to be on the straight path. An actually sinful life is colorful with a timely pleasure. Is it so that we are attracted to it, and bargain our eternal and infinite life for it....!!

Being Optimistic and Staying Motivated is the Solution to Your Inward Peace..!!

Sometimes we feel so hollow inside that we cannot relate to anything joyous, and even the connection with others and getting their compassion and empathy becomes so difficult. It is really important to have some sort of catharsis or flow of emotions and feelings by everyone. I am not the one who claims to be the only person in the tyranny of existence. But, I am no more inclined to work on modifying my thoughts about life in this middle age. Life is a strange maze where you are puzzled and may get to your desired destination by luck, chance, or maybe with hard works. 

Optimism and Motivation

Others only try and they keep one thing alive and that is faith and hope. It is sufficient for one person to stay all that strong and optimistic. But, is it wrong if I say that I am a failure, a person with so many issues in my mind and personality that are hard to be resolved. I feel like having enough of what is called motivation, and a way to keep yourself calm down that best will come. It comes for many but we lose the chances of living and of survival without any guilts and regrets. Sometimes, it is the lost time, age and at other times falling in love with wrong things and with people who use you like tissue paper, and throw you out as like never before. 

Once, I thought that I can survive the odds only if I make my nerves strong. Do the NLP, meditate, go to a counselor and tell everything about myself. To ask that other guy to evaluate the flaws in my personality, and how to overcome those ones. Now there is a real reality as if you have money, fortune, fame then you get everybody's attention. You will be respected by your housemates, social and professional mates and by the whole society. Nobody will be bothered by how absurd you were and disrespectful you were with them. Only if you have power and money with definite confidence. It comes as a perk of being rich and famous. Yeah! It is too good to be true but it is a reality. 

I am not sad as all my current happening is due to my own fault, and the Divine Plans always change when you are sinful, indulged in filthy activities, and cannot resist the temptations of this mortal life. So, you have to pay the consequences and that's what I feel is happening to me. Being patient to look for the rewards of life, and then the urge to keep on looking for a better lifestyle, and then having a better life, and that too for a better reason to live. I will do that and will surely ask you to never lose hope and confidence and to live a better way of course.